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Love Notes

by Sunflower Summit

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1.
Just For Me 02:38
Green flowers on a tree Soon to become leaves But for now they're green/flowers on a tree Flowers just for me Blue skies stretching above Wrapping me with love Whispering the stories of the cloud Each one very true - each one just for you And me Ahh... Cold coffee on the window Birds and wind singing low It's a beautiful day to move slow Steady as a branch/swaying in the wind Butterfly take wind Ahh.. I'm living in the moment Not looking behind Not looking ahead Just green flowers on a tree Flowers just for me
2.
I cut my own hair I tie my own shoes I pay my own rent Adulting just you I'm growing up Still got much to learn Can't get enough Of this big old world A dreamer by night A realist by day Can't give up the fight Can't get my own way I'm growing up And sometimes it hurts Can't get enough Of this heartbreaking world I'll brave it alone Until I just want to go home Cutting my own hair Isn't always fair I'm growing up Don't have to be alone With just a little love To make a home of this Big old world
3.
Couch Potato 02:09
Sitting around on the couch Watching the sun come in and out Oh there's nothing to do But so much to be done Procrastination runs deep in my blood Letting everything just pile up Oh there's no need to stress But so much to worry about I want to get up Want to feel some validation Want to feel something worthwhile But I couldn't care less And I couldn't care more So I'll keep sitting on the couch Watch the sun come down Maybe tomorrow But just not today
4.
Better Luck 03:19
I used to think I would love him I used to think I would love him And as time would show it My heart kept growing But it still wasn't enough I used to think I would love him I used to think I would love him So I tried to make some more room Let go of faded memories But still not enough So I moved a little closer And he moved a little closer But these walls between us Never went away I used to think I would love him I used to think I would love him My heart beat trying to match his My heart beat broken and bleeding And still not enough So I moved a little further And he followed But these walls between us Grew taller I never felt smaller So I sat there On my side of the wall And I wondered if he could love me At all
5.
Tired Soul 04:14
I'm so tired I cannot rest The thought of closing my eyes Just fills me with dread Time shows no mercy It's unkind So uncanny Tell me why Do I always end up feeling so Let down Over and over again I am shown How unreliable life can be And I just want something steady Over and over again I am shown How heartbreaking life really is And I just want a good memory So can we share A good memory I am a skeptic Always have been And perhaps that's my trouble I doubt every good thing Instead of accepting Perhaps There's nothing to it They say Visualizing the end is a good thing But I see A vision of hope Followed by emptiness Over and over again I am shown How joyful a life can be But just can't seem to keep it Over and over again I am shown How simple it all really is So can we simplify Simplify
6.
Wired 02:53
Same old view Same old window Same old alleyway Same old car Same old scar Same old yesterday Why Why Day after day Feeling the same Feeling so tired Night after night Feeling the same Feeling so wired Why Why Break me out Of the mundane worry Break me out Oh won't you please hurry Same old view Same old view Break me out Of the mundane worry Break me out Oh won't you please hurry Hurry Hurry
7.
Try Again 02:00
Time to try again Flap my arms so hard again And give into the wind Finally take off and go Straight into the sun Straight into the sun Time to fall again Hit the ground so fast again My tired arms won't give Healing every wound once more But still I cannot understand Why I try again Holding on to hope Useless intangible feeling that Sits inside my gut Telling me this time it's real This voice it won't shut up Maybe I should listen Maybe I should listen Time to try again
8.
Bird Song 02:59
Lazy day/lazy day/lazy day What will I do/will I do/will I do Lazy day/lazy day/lazy day What will I do What will I do I could sleep/I could sleep Sleep all day Yes I could sleep/I could sleep/I could sleep But with my eyes closed I can't see With my eyes closed I can't see Maybe today's the day I'll sprout my wings Maybe today I'll love myself Lazy day/lazy day/lazy day I don't want it anymore Cuz I can't wait/I can't wait/I can't wait Until my feet don't touch the floor Maybe I'll be flying Maybe even soaring Maybe today I'll love Myself Nothing can go wrong Because this is my song Even if I fall I'll still be standing tall Lazy day Lazy day
9.
Wake up See all the purple flowers On the ground Looking up As if they were towers Rain drops Fresh on all of the petals Reminding me Everything moves before it setlles Before it settles Before it settles Before it settles Before it settles Nothing is meant to last Forever Beauty is a fleeting Endeavor In the briefness of living There you can find The meaning Joy celebrates the movement Before it settles Before it settles Before it settles Before it settles Before it settles Purple flowers Floating in the aire Purple flowers Hidden everywhere Before they settle Before they settle Before they settle Before they settle
10.
Waters Edge 04:28
I still keep you In the pocket of my jeans Piece of paper Soft and gently creased I've been waiting At the edge of the water With my hands tied And my feet turned to stone I don't know if I'll ever Go home Something secret Something special I don't know what it is I'm looking for Piece of paper Faded letters You're my only hope I've been waiting At the edge of the water With my hands freed And my feet turned to goo I don't know How to make my way back To you I've been waiting At the edge of the water With my arms out My feet jumping I feel the cold water Pressed Against my Skin
11.
Over You 03:54
I don't want to be that girl Waiting all day by the phone Waiting for you Waiting for you I don't want to be that girl Hanging on your every word Waiting for you Waiting for you I've been that girl before Don't need to visit her So please don't make me bring her to life At the end of day When rain and fog have cleared away I'll choose me over her I'll choose me over you I have trouble letting people in I have trouble letting love begin I've been hurt before Many a times wounded and soar And I don't want that hurt Anymore Know that I don't lie Know that I expect the truth Know that I will stand by you Until you push me This time I'm walking away I'm walking away I've been that girl before Don't need to visit her So please don't make me bring her to life At the end of the day When rain and fog have cleared away I'll choose me over her I'll choose me over you
12.
Hearsay 04:05
I've always known that people don't Always like me I've always known that people say Terribly mean things about me But I spend too much time Not thinking about it I spend too much time Not giving two shits about it But Every now and then I get stuck inside my head Every now and then I get stuck in their image But I've got to remember That these words were probably just said Because they were Jealous, or angry, or confused Jealous, or angry, or confused I've always known that I'm not one to follow rules I've always known that I'm not one to fit your views But I don't want to live inside your social constructs I don't want to live inside your little, little box Every now and then I get stuck inside my head Every now and then I get stuck in their image But I've got to remember That these words were probably just said Because they were Jealous, or angry, or confused Jealous, or angry, or confused And every now and then I get stuck inside my head Every now and then I fall in love instead I fall, I fall, I fall, I fall I fall, I fall, I fall, I fall In love With myself
13.
Goodbye my young, young heart Time to grow up For a new start The years where we could play have past But still the memory will last This is goodbye but not the end It's funny just how time goes by Like a windy day, or a still cool night It's much too fast, it's much too slow You just can't win, oh that's for sure So goodbye my young, young heart You keep the markers on the wall I'll keep the paintings in the hall You keep that twinkling gleam I'll keep the memory But darling heart we'll share The dream Hello you strange, strange world You're a combination of new and old I grew up in you but I can't know All your secrets, all your treasure cove So hello, you strange, strange world You keep your ancient history I'll keep the newfound mystery You keep the startling sense of awe I'll keep the curtain falls' applause Oh young heart And strange world We'll share The dream The dream But so long as the sun is burning And this heart inside keeps beating And so long as this earth is turning So will my heart keep on growing It keeps on growing And keeps on growing Growing So goodbye, my young young heart Time to grow up for a new start The years where we could play have past But still the memory will last This is goodbye but not the end Goodbye my young, young heart Time to grow up for a new start The years where we could play have past But still the memory will last This is goodbye But not the end So goodbye, my childhood friend

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Love Notes is an exploration of self-love. Each song is particular to an experience, a feeling, and/or lesson I've learned in the past couple of years on how to accept myself as I am and love every flaw, every good, and to be hopeful and work hard for my goals. The world as we know it as chaotic, and it's important to take a step back and breathe in more good and exhale more love; this radical love starts with self-love.

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released January 19, 2020

Recorded at Handwritten Recording
Musicians: Anna Mancl (Cello, Piano, Voice) Drew O'Neill (Trumpet, Glockenspiel, Viola)

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Sunflower Summit (she/they) is a Chicago based queer Latinx artist and producer. With a mission to support their community through music and mental health discussions, Sunflower Summit writes and performs music that hits right in the feels. ... more

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